trust

This is something that I wrote a few years back, and it happens to ring a lot of truth into how I'm feeling lately.

Trust is not strength, not integrity

Ability, nor faith

It is not the act of placing something in anothers hand,

Or even having confidence.

Trust is no gift, and doesn't bring happiness

For trust seems to always be broken

The ones you love kill it

And hearts always seem to die within it.

Trust is letting yourself get hurt,

Its exposure to the world,

Facing the reality of who you are,

Giving others the chance to break you

Trust seems to leave you frozen like ice

Stuck in your own pain

You only try to take a step

Then you're left with nothing to regain

Trust is not something that I,

I will ever let myself fall into again

For one to many times, its been broken,

And now I'm left with nothing.

Nothing but a heart with a million pieces,

Worth no ones time.