x.Expression.
Monday, January 30, 2012
new beginnings
Thursday, September 15, 2011
Monday, May 16, 2011
always wished, now I accept
That with the stroke of a paintbrush I could paint the images from my imagination on paper
That the world could see and understand the dreams that I dream.
I also wished that I had the creativity to use exquisite words and make beautiful poems, expressions of my heart, but I'm just not one of those naturally talented writers.
I can't seem to find the right words to explain or lay out the ideas in my head that long for freedom.
But all this being said, Im not going to stop creating, writing, and pursuing something like having a blog just because I'm not as talented as I'd like to be.
Its okay with me if my words don't always go together, or if the pictures I use don't express what i wish them too.
At least I'm trying to show the world that there's something deeper in me.
Perhaps...maybe this is why playing the piano is ultimately my favorite thing to do.
Sometimes it's a blessing to acknowledge the gifts and abilities that maybe aren't your strongest because it allows you to see where the Lord has blessed you.
And indeed, each of us are uniquely created by God, with a unique personality, appearance, and set of gifts and abilities to use for his glory.
How I praise him, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Melody
I wrote this last year. I love the piano. I love music and often it's the only way for me to express that which lies within.
words fail to express
all that you are to me
your love, your mercy, your grace
it floods through me
so iʼll sit here in reverence
with my hands on the keys
Iʼll play for you
a sweet melody
when all else fails Lord
you remain
when everything is fading
you sustain
i cannot speak
of the wonders youʼve done
so iʼll be still and know
that as your bride, youʼll come
iʼll sit here in reverence
with my hands on the keys
iʼll play for you
a sweet melody
only by your grace
and only by your love
am i able to be here
and be called your child.
without you i am nothing
without you iʼll die
but Lord with your mighty love
i find a reason, so i
i cry out to you
with everything i am
as the tears flow down
may the music be my sound
iʼm bare without you
iʼm vulnerable to this world
so tonight O Lord
would you cover me whole
Iʼll sit here in reverence
with my hands on the keys
iʼll play for you
a sweet melody
may the melody of the piano
be pleasing to you Lord
may you bless my hands
as I sit here, expressing my soul
Thank you Jesus for all youʼve done
Iʼll say it again that
my words will always fail
to ever express your unfailing love
Iʼll sit here in reverence
with my hands on the keys
Iʼll play for you
a sweet melody
Thursday, April 14, 2011
symphony
symphony.
there was a girl, dark haired and wide eyed
looked at the world, strong willed and unafraid to put up a fight
though she appeared tough on the outside
one look at her and he made up his mind
“I’m yours for life”
one thing led to another
now we’re standing here together
and you’ll still be running by my side
when the world falls to its knees
and we’ll still be dancing when the world has lost
the ability to hear
the symphony
you look at me and I know I’m beautiful
you give me courage to admit when I am wrong and start over
so at the start of every adventure
peering over the edge with you is where I want to be
that’s where you’ll find me
one foot in front of the other
here’s to hand in hand forever
cause you’ll still be running by my side
when the world falls to its knees
and we’ll still be dancing when the world has lost
the ability to hear
the symphony
can you hear the stars
they’re singing out our song
when you reach for me
The heavens sing along
can you hear my heart
pounding out a melody
that I belong with you
and you belong with me
Thursday, April 7, 2011
fathers love for me
My Child,
You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27
In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28
For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth
and where you would live.
Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb.
Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented
by those who don't know me.
John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child
and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts toward you are countless
as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40
For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart,
you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in me and I will give you
the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you
than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you
in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted,
I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away
every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain
you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4
I am your Father, and I love you
even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you,
not against you.
Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression
of my love for you.
1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus,
you receive me.
1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you
from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party
heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7
I have always been Father,
and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15
My question is…
Will you be my child?
John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32
Love, Your Dad
Almighty God
Thursday, March 31, 2011
birthday girl