hidden feelings
hidden fear
lonely, wounded, damaged, just full of tears.
can't fight the fight
when i know I'm bound to fail
can't let you go, i promised not to bail.
I'll keep holding on
I just don't want you hurt
I'm sorry for the confusion, I honestly feel like dirt.
I don't know where to go,
I don't know where to hide
I am bleeding deep,but the gap is far to wide.
I want to dry your tears
I want to feel your pain
But I know that in the end, there's just nothing to gain.
I'm sorry that it's starting
I know it just can't end
Until that day comes, I'll try and help you mend.
Love is is like a fire
It can burn you down to ash
The hardest part about this is it's all going to crash.
I want to feel you close
Deep underneath my skin,
I want to know your scars, but I swear I just can't win.
Maybe it's best I leave,
Just run far far away,
Then you won't see my eyes and how eager they are to stay.
hidden feelings
hidden fear
lonely, wounded, damaged, just full of tears.
This post is interesting... I'm taken back by it because of the depth of the struggle. Its overwhelmingly dark but also hopeful.
ReplyDeleteYour maturity level surpasses many women who are 10 years older than yourself and in that its important to remember that your identity rests in Christ who carries your pain and fears, and past wounds... He carries them every day if you let Him! Therefore you are free!! And you are more then a conqueror over anything that brings condemnation! Remember your giftings and how valuable you are!!
You are never alone and there is nothing that can separate you from His love!