much of my thoughts lately have gone to friendships in my life
the new
the old
and the fading
a friend lends a shoulder to cry on
an ear to listen
an eye to guide
and a heart to love
it's hard to let friendships go
ones that were once so colourful
but now are dawning grey
i try not to lie to myself, i feel alone
I've taken a different path
one that leads away from the past
i don't want to be pulled back
yet I'm afraid to run full force forward
i must make a decision,
move forward and take the risk of losing or stay still but live the life i've given up.
i know what i need to do, so
this is my declaration, my moment, my time to speak
and say
goodbye.
