I don't understand what she feels and I don't know how to help.

She is barely breathing, hardly holding on
She says she wants to leave
Shes made the plan, knows exactly how it'd be done
Says we would all get over it

I want to scream, I want to shake
I want her to see what she means
I want her to see her beauty and worth.
I want her to feel happy.

She is cut deep, covered with scars
She is lost in darkness
Shes given up hope, thinking theres no more
Says theres nothing left to live for

I want to run with her, set her free
I want to see her smile
I want her to see her meaning and worth
I want to see her happy

If I knew how to help I would, I would save her from all the pain.
I would rescue her and hold her in my arms

Why can't I help her...I'm suppose to be strong. I know she has a purpose, I know life can bring joy. When I see her laugh it makes me want to reach out to her all the more. She tells herself she can't get out of it but I, I see a way, I know a way. Please follow me...please follow me.

crazy

hidden feelings
hidden fear
lonely, wounded, damaged, just full of tears.

can't fight the fight
when i know I'm bound to fail
can't let you go, i promised not to bail.

I'll keep holding on
I just don't want you hurt
I'm sorry for the confusion, I honestly feel like dirt.

I don't know where to go,
I don't know where to hide
I am bleeding deep,but the gap is far to wide.

I want to dry your tears
I want to feel your pain
But I know that in the end, there's just nothing to gain.

I'm sorry that it's starting
I know it just can't end
Until that day comes, I'll try and help you mend.

Love is is like a fire
It can burn you down to ash
The hardest part about this is it's all going to crash.

I want to feel you close
Deep underneath my skin,
I want to know your scars, but I swear I just can't win.

Maybe it's best I leave,
Just run far far away,
Then you won't see my eyes and how eager they are to stay.

hidden feelings
hidden fear
lonely, wounded, damaged, just full of tears.