im sure everyone can say they have been in a situation where they don't have a clue what to do.
they feel like either way they will hurt someone, and inevitably they will be hurt themselves.
well im stuck in one of those.
i feel like im sitting on a fence trying to choose which side to fall on, knowing that either way i'll be broken and end up hurt.
its a battle that takes place on the inside of my heart and the core of my soul. it deals with happiness and joy, with peace of mind, and with love. i will hurt someone either way, but beyond that its my own heart that will end up broken. or maybe it already is and I don't know.
im stuck, im going to fall, and im afraid of how broken i'll be.
im hoping for the best but maybe hitting rock bottom might mean there is hope for something better.
only time will tell.
